Friday, January 18, 2008

I wish I had fantastic news to post after going to my second ultrasound on Tuesday. But unfortunately I don't. It was determined that I had an early embryo demise, which means I lost the baby. Because I didn't have a miscarriage to expel everything, I am going in for a D&C today to surgically remove everything. Please keep the doctors and nurses in your prayers that they might perform to the best of their ability. Thank you.

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Thrilled
Scared
Elated
Terrified
Excited
Anxious
Blessed


These are just a few of the emotions I've been going through since I found out that after two and a half years of trying to get pregnant that Rhett and I are FINALLY expecting! That's why I haven't posted in so long. All I could think about was being pregnant, but I wanted to wait awhile to tell my family on Christmas. It was so much fun surprising them on Christmas. I bought two bibs; one that says, "I love Grandma" and the other, "I love Grandpa". Then I wrote a note that says, "Coming August 11, 2008 to a hospital near you!" Everyone starting yelling and clapping. It was so fun. Then we went over to Rhett's parent's house and told them. It was killing me not being able to tell anyone. I went two and a half weeks and wasn't able to say anything to anyone. Let's just say the internet became my best friend. There were so many questions that I had.

I had an ultrasound on Friday, but it didn't show much of anything. So I'm going back on the 15th. I'll be sure to scan the picture in when I get it so everyone can see my new little blessing. Yay!!